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A raw and honest novel of grief, depression and self-harm, underpinned by hope, heart-warming humour and unforgettable Maggie
Hitting rock bottom, hanging on, and coming back from the edge. Brian Conaghan has an incredible talent for telling it like it is. His characters are authentic and absorbing; flawed underdogs with serious troubles, like 17-year-old Maggie whose dad “drank his liver into a spreadable pâté”, and whose laid-off dinner lady mum is “gifted in the art of attracting pure dickheads”. And Maggie? Maggie’s “an island: the way I dress; the music I listen to; the patter my brain discharges; everything”.
Maggie’s struggling to deal with the tragic loss of her best friend Moya whose death she feels excruciatingly guilty about. Moya was a “mad riot” of a girl, but as Maggie “couldn’t be arsed with all the love-struck vom” Moya was spewing, because she didn’t speak out against the Internet trolls, she believes she was a “failure friend”.
Alongside her grief, guilt and self-harm, Maggie struggles with her mother’s severe depression, but also tingles with the hope that comes from starting art college: “now’s the time to make something of myself.” Indeed, she soon forms a band with new friends. Throughout, Maggie’s love of bands like The Smiths looms large, as does her relationship with her depressed mother. Maggie’s rage at her mother’s condition derives entirely from her primal love for her. She’s desperate for Mum to be happy, and her scheme to help her find happiness is heart-achingly poignant.
Grief, depression, self-harm, online abuse, this novel is no walk in the park, yet it never drags the reader down. On the contrary. It’s sensitive, insightful, funny (Maggie is a master of biting one-liners), and genuinely uplifting as Maggie and Mum begin to find their way back to the world, with glinting prospects of love and new life.
Moya. The M Word. Whisper it. Conceal it. But, please, never mention it ... Maggie Yates tells her best mate Moya everything. She tells her about Mum losing her job - how Mum's taken to crying in secret. She even tells her about her foolproof plan to cheer Mum up: find her a fella with cash to splash. Moya's with her every step of the way. I'll help, she smiles. Though you're surfing a rainbow if you think someone like that exists round here. But at the back of her mind Maggie knows that Mum's crying is more than sadness. That there are no easy fixes. And that she shouldn't be speaking to Moya any more. Because Moya died months ago.
An unforgettable novel about grief and healing from Costa Children's and Irish Book Award-winner Brian Conaghan
|Publication date:||2nd April 2020|
|Publisher:||Bloomsbury YA an imprint of Bloomsbury Publishing PLC|
|Primary Genre||Children's & YA Fiction|
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‘Conaghan shines a light on the world of teenage carers and poses powerful moral questions about the lengths we are
prepared to go to for the ones we love.’ The Bookseller, Ones to Watch
‘Brian Conaghan has done it again. Uncompromising, gritty, laced with a black humour this is a novel that you live...An extraordinary book to be recommended to thoughtful, enquiring readers prepared to take a step into the dark.’ Books for Keeps
Praise for The Bombs That Brought Us Together;
‘Witty and morally complicated…The book is full of resonance for the wider contemporary world: violence, racism, radicalisation, the rise of nationalism. It is certainly pacy, sassy and twisty.’ – Sunday Times, Children’s Book of the Week
“Punctuated with smatterings of hilarious off-piste humour, this aptly titled novel cleverly explores how love and friendship can blossom even in the face of profound personal and political turmoil.” - The Scotsman
Praise for We Come Apart;
‘This is a verse novel, consummately crafted, where the position of each word on the page is as important as its meaning… a beautiful tale of love, hope and survival.’ Guardian
‘Complex and original…The outlook may seem bleak, but don’t be put off: this beautifully crafted novel has genuine joy at its heart for the light and hope that friendship can bring in a chaotic, unpredictable world.’ Observer
Praise for When Mr Dog Bites;
‘Conaghan’s eyes and ears are perceptively attuned to the colourful excesses, linguistic and otherwise, of his cast of adolescents.’ The Irish Times
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Brian Conaghan was raised in the Scottish town of Coatbridge. While at school he performed miserably in most areas, however the University of Glasgow took pity on him and dished out, among other things, a Master of Letters in Creative Writing. Throughout the years Conaghan has been a painter and decorator, a barman, a DJ, an actor and a teacher. He currently lives in Dublin with his wife and daughter.More About Brian Conaghan