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I Stop Somewhere

by T. E. Carter

'new gen' - Great Fiction for Young Adults Books with reviews by our Reader Review Panel eBooks of the Month

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In a Nutshell: Intense exposé of extreme misogyny and male privilege

An unflinching novel about brutally toxic masculinity, male collusion and how justice systems and society at large are still appallingly rigged against women.

Life is tough for Ellie and her dad in their decrepit ghost town. Ellie’s mom ran out on them when she was still a baby, she’s cripplingly lonely and her dad never fulfilled his dream of becoming a filmmaker. Convinced – and told by her peers - that she’s ugly, Ellie’s dream is “to be pretty. That’s part of what makes a girl,” she remarks. “Girls who are pretty are likeable. Pretty is power.” So when privileged Caleb tells her she’s pretty, she craves him, even though she also “hated how he made me feel uncomfortable”. His attention legitimises and comforts her, even when he dumps her, even when he’s humiliates her. And then it’s too late. He and his family are monstrous, and Ellie can’t escape.

The brotherhood of abuse portrayed here will sicken and shock, while your heart will ache for Ellie, for her dad, and for the love and friendships she deserved to enjoy. Relentlessly raw and unusually framed, this is perhaps best recommended for fans of crime fiction with conscience. Bold in its bleakness, this steers well clear of any kind of happy-ever-after Hollywood ending. In real life baddies don’t always get what they had coming. In real life not everyone has a best friend to turn to. On a positive note, this might just enrage to the point of inspiring readers to take a stand on issues of systemic misogyny, and it makes a strong case for the need to take time to truly get to know people, to find friends you can open up to. 

Joanne Owen

I Stop Somewhere Synopsis

When the world breaks you into pieces, sometimes you find what's left scattered among other people's broken parts. Ellie Frias has never wanted to be popular, she just wants to blend in, to be accepted. But then Caleb Breward, tells her she's beautiful and makes her believe it. Ellie loves Caleb, but sometimes she's not sure she likes him that much - his awkward smile, the possessive way he touches her, his harsh tone, how he ignores her one minute and can't get enough the next. And then, on one black night, Ellie discovers the monster her boyfriend really is. Ellie wasn't the first girl Caleb raped. But she was the first he murdered. Now, trapped, unable to move on, she witnesses him shatter the lives of other girls again and again. Powerless and alone, Ellie tries to keep hold of happier memories, always waiting - hoping - that someone will find her. But no one searches for a girl they never noticed in the first place. ? The Lovely Bones meets Asking For It - this is the searing, heartbreaking story of a lost teenager, and the town she leaves behind.

I Stop Somewhere Reader Reviews

In addition to our Lovereading expert opinion some of our Lovereading teen/YA Reader Review Panel members were also lucky enough to read and review this title. You can read their full reviews by clicking here.

  • Rose Heathcote, age 18 - 'Raw, beautiful, unforgettable, painful, gripping, heart-breaking, important. This book is all these things and more. I have never read something so sad but powerful. A book that should not be ignored.'
  • Amy Laws, age 16 - 'Hard-hitting and extremely powerful, this book was very well written.'
  • Edel Waugh - 'Self-confidence, relationships, abuse, and friendship are some of the topics covered in the book, it is a real rollercoaster of emotions and left me thinking of this plot long after I finished it. Great read for anyone, but especially for girls.'     
  • Aimee Sweet, age 16 - 'Brutal and beautiful, I Stop Somewhere is a staple must for everyone. It’s not the easiest book to read, but it tackles issues that need to be spoken about from head on, and therefore sets an example for cases prevalent today that should and must be discussed.'

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ISBN: 9781471167782
Publication date: 19/04/2018
Publisher: Simon & Schuster Childrens Books an imprint of Simon & Schuster Ltd
Format: Paperback

Book Information

ISBN: 9781471167782
Publication date: 19th April 2018
Author: T. E. Carter
Publisher: Simon & Schuster Childrens Books an imprint of Simon & Schuster Ltd
Format: Paperback
Pagination: 320 pages
Genres: NewGen - YA Fiction, Reader Reviewed Books, eBook Favourites,
Categories: Crime & mystery fiction (Children's / Teenage), Romance & relationships stories (Children's / Teenage), Personal & social issues: sexuality & relationships (Children's / Teenage),

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